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MusicFan
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Still_Kicking
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Age Group: | 25 |
Gender: | Female |
Location: | Rack City, Beach, CA, US |
Member Since: | 05-26-2011 |
Quiz Activity: | 2676 Taken, 105 Created |
URL: | https://apps.quibblo.com/ |
About Me: | until next time, my friends. |
Favorite Topics: | Quizzes , Harry Potter , Hunger Games , Lana Del Rey , Panic! At the Disco , The Beatles |
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it's 2017 and i'm still here, hoping somehow that you come back and remember what used to be here for you. i hope you're still skating, dani. i hope you're happy, wherever life took you. i know that i am.
i'm happy. or at least as happy as i can be, all things considered.
i'm going to france this summer to live abroad with a host family. i'm not as sad as i used to be.
i don't know that i'll ever forget you. if you read this, know that i still love you. i've always loved you.
i know that you've moved on from this garbage site but sometimes i still come back here in hopes that i can find your ghost among the living souls that still breathe the creations of this site and god i still miss you to hell and back when it gets cold at night and i wish that i could just tell you that i miss you without sounding pathetic and weak because your absence that obliterates any speech that i could have prepared for you to convey how much i miss you.
and maybe it's unhealty for me to come back like this every three months to rant in your comments about how much my life aches with the dull throb of growing up that i can't seem to shake. i'll be a junior this year. i literally grew up on this site, like i've been here since about 6th grade and i'll have been here for nearly four years. it's sad how much the site has changed, honestly; it's just a skeleton of what it used to be.
i still miss you.
-grace
I miss you like hell
it's been over two months since your last login and i'm just a giant mess of a person right now. i had an awful day at work and i really just want to cry and i can't describe to anyone how badly it hurts when your bones ache with the heaviness that you can't shake and it's nearly midnight and i don't know where to go so i keep coming back here with some hope that my comments can bring you back from wherever you are.
i haven't eaten much today. one bowl of cereal, some soup, and a grilled cheese really sums up everything that i've digested but i can't force anything into my body at this point and everything feels hollow but what do you do? i'm so worried that i'm going to lose myself to some romanticized battle that people make into a challenge between you and darkness when all it has become is a losing fight to this darkness that i can't shake.
I had a fling with this person for a while and we've drifted apart and it makes me sad because sometimes, when it's dark and cold, I really do miss them. But it's hard for me to go back to them because we both did a lot of damage to each other and we both don't deserve that. I miss you and I hope that you're okay.
This woman came into the Dunkin' Donuts that I work at and she bought a medium hot drink and said that she'd slept in our parking lot in her car. She reminded me of you because she was so vibrant and I wanted her to be okay. She was in the worst possible situation, but she was so optimistic. That's how I remember you. It's been so long since we've last talked and I know that we've both changed a lot, but I don't think that you could ever lose your spark. Please never let it be taken from you.
But on a more optimistic note, I started a YouTube channel. I still love singing and I want that to form itself into something that I could do professionally because it's one of the only things that I'm able to hold onto. I've even started writing a lot of original songs and, while they're p sh[[i]]t, I'm growing into my own style.
I write a lot about the kid that I had a fling with to help me come to terms with their loss, and I might write a song about you too because I've been missing you a lot recently. It's really cold in Indiana, so I hope that you've found a way to stay warm in Cali.
Stay safe, lovely x
I was going through my old comments and I remembered how infinitely close we were and I miss you. It's been nearly a month since you were last on and I wasn't here for you and I'm sorry. This site is deteriorating and I think that, on some sick spiritual level, it's like me. For a long time I thought that I wanted to kill myself but I really just wanted to start living and I haven't yet but I'm getting there and I hope that you are, too. This won't be the last message, I promise.
I miss you
Stephanie bubble & Stephanie trouble,
How do you feel when you see double?
Blow a gale through the wood,
With such power, you really should.
Make the world spin fast & fun,
Faster than you could ever run.
Family swept up in the storm,
Please keep safe to ride out the storm.
Broken wind cannot puff,
If even the slightest scratch is bluff.
To Stephanie, from BBW.
Congrats on FM. xxx
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