This is just gonna be the place where I just let out what I need to.
1/28: Why do I say stupid things.. I feel like I can't control my emotions anymore. I make myself look bad in front of the people I care about the most.. Why do they still stick by me when I give them every reason to leave.. I'm not fishing for compliments or trying to get people's attention, I just genuinely need someone to tell me that I'm going to be okay. When I try to complain, someone either tells me I complain too much or compare my situation to theirs, saying I don't have it as bad as them. I just want someone to listen..