Dont Let Me Go ~ A Payzer love story
Why can't I just move on? Why do I have to keep thinking of him every single day? Why am I falling for him again?
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-Stay With Me, Sam Smith
Danielle Claire Peazer
When i got to the park, i headed to the huge oak tree i always sat next to.
As im walking i see the last person i want to see right now.
Liam James Payne.
My first and only true love, holding hands with her, smiling, laughing, having a good time.
I can feel tears coming but i try hard not to let them free. I am not going to cry for him when he is happy with her. But as always, my mind and my heart never get along.
I quickly go and sit down next to the oak tree, with my back to them. I just cant find the courage to forget about him. Im trying very hard because well, aparently he moved on. Of that i was completly sure now that i saw it with my own eyes.
A ball suddenly rolls to where i was sitting. I picked it up and looked around to see who it belongs to when i see Niall walking towards me. He doesnt see me at first but when he does a huge smile spreads across his face. Its been a long time since i saw him and the other boys. I never realized how much i missed them.
"Danielle!" He said, smiling.
"Hi Niall" i answer back. He rushes towards me and gives me a hug. I missed his hugs so much. So soft and warm and friendly.
"How have you been?" He asks.
"Great. How about you?"
"Good. What are you doing here?"
"Oh i just came for a walk but i just ended up sitting here."
"Niall!!" Screamed Louis. Loud as always.
"Going!!" Niall yells back. "Would you like to come play with us?"
He grabs my hand and guides me to where the other boys were. I could see zayn laughing at louis and harry who were fooling around. This boys never changed. They are still the same sweet boys i met 3 years ago. Except that now they were a bit bigger......with tattoos.
Once the boys saw me, they all came running with huge smiles on their faces.
"Danielle!!" They all screamed. "Hi boys."
"Long time no see huh" said louis, trying to act serious.
"Sorry lou ive been busy" i replied, trying to act serious as well.
"Apology accepted. Anyways, what are you doing here?" He asked, raising his eyebrows.
"I just came from work and came here"
"You still work as a dancer?"
"Well would you want to play with us?"
"Sure its been a long time" i said smiling.
We all laughed and headed to the middle of the park. After we formed groups we started playing. Louis and Harry fooling around like always, while niall just laughed at them nonstop. Zayn just laughed along with me at their foolishness. Oh how i missed this times. It just felt so good, so right. As if the day liam and i broke up he took a part of me, wich i dont think ill ever get back.
After a while of playing, we all got tired and went to sit down. Louis and Harry kept telling jokes, making us laugh nonstop.
I had never realized that one decision could change everything you had.
Breaking up with Liam made me spend less time with the boys, and its been a while since i laughed with feelings.
I have changed alot, and i cant find myself, because he took everything i had with him. My emotions, my love, and my heart. Im like a body without a soul.
"Hey guys whos hungry?" Asked niall who was finally able to stop laughing.
We all raised our hands and stood up before we headed towards the closest restaurant.
Louis pulled out his phone before he texted someone.
As we walked a few people noticed us but didnt say anything.
When we entered the restaurant a few girls looked up and gasped as they realized who we where.
They quickly stood up and walked over to us.
"Omg boys! Can i please have a picture?" -a girl with black hair asked.
She had green eyes and the biggest smile on her face as she took out her phone.
"Sure love." -Louis said smiling at her.
Her friends squealed with tears running down their faces.
I moved aside so they could take a picture with the guys before one of the girls looked up.
"You too Danielle." -she said as she smiled at me.
I smiled back before i stood next to Niall and smiled.
When we were done taking a picture the boys signed a few things for the girls.
"Danielle are you dating Liam again?" -one of the girls asked.
"Um no im not. Im just hanging out with the boys. But no im single at the moment." -i said as i smiled at her.
She smiled back before they walked back to the table after thanking us.
"Should we order to eat at home?" -Louis asked.
"Sure we could go to my house and watch some movies." -i said as all the boys nodded in agreement.
Zayn and Harry went to order as the rest of us waited patiently on the side.
After we got our food we walked home as we sang at the top of our voices, having a great time.