Poetry

Chapter 1

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i don't remember how to function like a normal person.
(this is not poetry)
someone needs to remind me how to go to sleep at night.
(this is not poetry)
i stayed awake all last night because my brain wouldn't stop and there was no one there except for a pain i knew i could control,
(this is not poetry)
and now i've ended up fifteen miles away from my house and i want to end it all and there are five thousand tears locked up in my head that i can't remember how to cry out and i can't function when you have shut me down like this.
(this is not poetry)
you tickle my neck while breaking my spine, and i see you pulling her hair to keep her in line,
and i still don't know if i am enough.

there are three possible ways that a human being can die,
(this is not poetry)
by smoking, drinking, or being in love, and i have chosen all three for myself.
(this is not poetry)
i can't control my emotions anymore
(this is not poetry)
i don't think i have a soul
(this is not poetry)
i think i'm made of dirt please please please please please pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplaesseplwadeplaseplaselpeasepleaespelaeslpease
(this is not poetry)
i can't stop my body from bleeding gardens for you.
(this is not poetry)
i am completely drained and i have become nothing but black and you say you want me back but i'm right here and how long can i even go on living like this?

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