I'm not okay
Congratulations,
You caused me to be this way.
You caused me to hate myself.
Every time I look in the mirror
I think of you.
Because I know I'll never be
Worth anything.
Isn't that what you told me?
Isn't it?
And yes I'm angry.
But I'm not going to just blame everything on you.
Because I was a part of this too.
I was stupid enough
To give you my heart, my trust.
But now can't you see?
What you have made me?
Is this what you want me to be?
Are you finally happy?
Did you succeed?
And you know, for a second you actually made me believe,
That I was worth something to you.
That you loved me.
That you truly cared.
But you don't and you've proved that to me so many times.
So I'm not okay.
And now there is nothing you can say
To stop me from being this way.
So goodbye.
You won't see me tonight.
You caused me to be this way.
You caused me to hate myself.
Every time I look in the mirror
I think of you.
Because I know I'll never be
Worth anything.
Isn't that what you told me?
Isn't it?
And yes I'm angry.
But I'm not going to just blame everything on you.
Because I was a part of this too.
I was stupid enough
To give you my heart, my trust.
But now can't you see?
What you have made me?
Is this what you want me to be?
Are you finally happy?
Did you succeed?
And you know, for a second you actually made me believe,
That I was worth something to you.
That you loved me.
That you truly cared.
But you don't and you've proved that to me so many times.
So I'm not okay.
And now there is nothing you can say
To stop me from being this way.
So goodbye.
You won't see me tonight.
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i feel this way alot so ur not alone
Daniella, we love you.
Daniella, would you mind talking to me?
Im so sorry Daniella
Please Daniella, who made you feel that way?
Who did this to you? You aren't stupid, you know.
No, Dani, no it's not.
It'ts really nice! :)
I know how you feel. My parents use to abuse me.
Its great. I have those kind of thoughts too. Write more.