I need to post my feelings somewhere. Maybe someone will care.
I'm angry all the flipping time. I don't get it. Why? Why did I have to be cursed with this extreme anger. I'm angry at people I care about, I'm angry at people that care about me, I'm angry at myself mostly. I hate it. I'm cutting again, I'm purging and starving...I honestly hate it. I hate myself anymore. I hate everything anymore. I used to love art and photography and videogames....now...I hardly have enough energy to get out of bed to use the bathroom. My best friends betrayed me. My boyfriend lives far away and I just hate everything. Maybe I deserve being so sad and worthless and pitiful.