Heart probs... (please read)

Heart probs... (please read)

I am asking you here to please pray for me, i do not want to have to start treatment for it again.

Chapter 1

Pray

Hey since you guys are reading this it might just be because you are my friends and are being nice, thanks. I wanted to ask you guys to do something for me, and that is pray.

I am a great believer in God and Jesus and its ok if your not, I'm not saying that I agree but that I know my beliefs are not everyone's.Today I went to the cardiologist because I wanted to be cleared to play sports and I needed his permission.

Now he is telling me that although everything seems fine there might be something that they are missing or that my heart starts "acting up" when I do a sport or something that causes it to over work itself.

Please pray for me because I do not want to go into the medication that I used to take.. It would make me feel worst than I was when I stopped taking it and I was scared that they might just enlarge a dose so I would talk to my doctor and tell them that everything was fine. My medication was called Atenolol.

What is Atenolol?
Atenolol is a beta-blocker used to treat certain heart conditions such as arrhythmias. It may also be used to lower blood pressure.

Honestly i'm scared because the first time that I was hospitalised for it they had to try and slow down the beating of my heart because they could not find where the problem was located (this was before they started the treatment and everything.) they wanted to find out what area of the heart was holding the problem.

The doctors as gently as possible told me what they were going to do and I was fine with it; However my mom was so scared when she saw what they had taken and put right next to my hospital bed. I had never been so afraid as to when they told my mom that the injections were not going to be only once and that they had to make sure that I did not go to cardiac arrest, so they had to be prepared for anything and everything that could happen.

They brought the machine right next to me, you know the one that you see in the movies and the patient's limp body jumps from the bed and the doctors are looking at the monitor waiting for it to start beeping and right when you think that your about to loose all hope there it is the heart beat. I'm not a movie character!

I could just imagine what would happen and my mom started screaming and the pastors from my church where there when not even my own dad was. (I could never pay them enough for the help that they have been to my family) There is something that I could do but tell my mom that it was ok and recite psalm 23 in spanish...

Jehová es mi pastor; nada me faltará.
En lugares de delicados pastos me hará descansar;
Junto a aguas de reposo me pastoreará.
Confortará mi alma;
Me guiará por sendas de justicia por amor de su nombre.

and then came the part that really helped me..

Aunque ande en valle de sombra de muerte,
No temeré mal alguno, porque tú estarás conmigo;
Tu vara y tu cayado me infundirán aliento.


The feeling of being completely numb, and if not having enough air. There is also this empty feeling that I got when this happened... and to me, being absolutely empty is more frightening than anything that I have encountered.

I remember my dad and I reciting it when I was little. I probably did not know how to read when i could recite it. I was so scared and in my time of need God helped me. I am just laying it in his hands and I know what if I do so that he is going to help me. The bible says that, the more that pray the more God is going to hear it, and u was hoping you guys would help me with that :)
Thanks, and God bless!

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